YA RAHMAN

i'm sorry..

i know i was wrong..

but Ya Allah please have a mercy on me..

at least get me pass for the test...

i dont want to be a troublesome to the others esp my parents and my uncle..

please..

i realized everything that i did ..

but i didnt make any changes for it..

i just let it controlled my mind..

i acted like i did not care about it...

i acted like i didnt believe it..

i acted like i did not scared about it..

but deeply down at the bottom of my heart..

i was terribly scared..

huge scared..

really scared....

but i didnt do anything..

i'm so dumb.. baka!!

i know i'm too late for that..

but i also know maybe there is still time for me..

i just wanna get pass through that 'thing'..

i cannot promise myself but i will try..

i'm just a dumb-stupid-clueless person..

my heart is still not strong..

why i became like this..

i'm so full of myself..

Ya Allah.. can YOU accept my du'a..

give me light..give me YOUR love..

please give me YOUR Hidayah..

please...

Ya Rahman..

only to YOU i beg for YOUR Help..

only to YOU i beg for YOUR Mercy..

HELP ME....

Rabbana atina fid dunya hasanah wa fil akhirati hasanah wa kina azab annar..