what should i do???

life over here is not good and fun as i expected..
its full of conflict, problems, and so many other stuff..
maybe i would just continue my studies in Form 6 with all my beloved friends.. but hey, i must appreciate what i got now because it wasnt easy to get into the university, i mean matriculation in university.. Alhamdulillah!!!
sometimes i felt sorry to them who does not get into matriculation or university especially for non-bumi.. they got really excellent result but yet did not get any place to the tertiary level..
this is why i need to appreciate what i already have and take care of it very carefully..
the problem is it wasnt easy as i thought, as u though and as anybody thought..
i do not know why i still cant performed here very well..Form 6 is even tougher than matriculation.. why i cant do it??

when madam mimi said we can drop our physics subject, i felt so happy but is that the choice that i have to make.. urrghh.. cannot think of anything.. thinking days and nights, till its already passed the due date..
"congratulations feni!! now u cant do anything.. u cant drop ur physics anymore"
s**t..how terrible it is..
anyway, it already passed and i believe that what goes around comes around.. maybe there is 'hikmah' all over it..

let me tell u about one of my classmate, akmal..
'akmal, aku salute gilerr lar kat kau..seriously'
btw, i have said it to him before..
his thought about his future.. about how his decisions right now can affect his future later..
he's really good and i have to admit that he's clever.. haha..
he decided to drop his phyisics.. and i certainly knew what have been going around on his mind..
he wanted to get good pointer because if he continue taking the physics subject, it will badly affect his pointer..cuz he wanted to get scholarship.. so he need to really take care of his pointer and grades..simple!! haha..

i have thought like that too, but i did not take immediate action on that..
that is why i was so depressed...
anyway, like what i said before, what goes around comes around..
wait, ade kena-mengena ker?? !! haha.. x kisahlah..

credit to justin timberlake, what goes around comes around.. ahaxx..

"Aku sangat inginkan nyawa sebanyak helaian rambut di kepalaku,

kemudian enkau membunuh aku sebanyak helaian rambut itu"

Abdullah Bin Huzafah ra

peace for the world

British English vs. Malaysian English

>> British English vs. Malaysian English
>>
>> Who says our English is teruk? Just read
>> below - Ours is simple, short, concise,
>> straight-to-the-point, effective etc.
>>
>>
>> WHEN GIVING A CUSTOMER BAD NEWS
>> Britons: I'm sorry, sir, but we
>> don't seem to have the sweater you want in your size,
>> but if you give me a moment, I can call the other outlets
>> for you.
>>
>> Malaysians: No stock.
>>
>>
>> RETURNING A CALL
>> Britons: Hello, this is John Smith. Did
>> anyone call for me a few moments ago?
>>
>> Malaysians: Hello, who call?
>>
>>
>> ASKING SOMEONE TO MAKE WAY
>> Britons: Excuse me, I would like to get by.
>> Would you please make way?
>>
>> Malaysians: S-kew me.
>>
>>
>> WHEN SOMEONE OFFERS TO PAY
>> Britons: Hey! Put your wallet away, this
>> drink is on me.
>>
>> Malaysians: No need lah.
>>
>>
>> WHEN ASKING FOR PERMISSION
>> Britons: Excuse me, but do you think it
>> would be possible for me to enter through this door?
>>
>> Malaysians: (pointing at the door) Can ah?
>>
>>
>> WHEN ENTERTAINING
>> Britons: Please make yourself right at
>> home.
>>
>> Malaysians: No need shy shy one lah!
>>
>>
>> WHEN DOUBTING SOMEONE
>> Britons: I don't recall you giving me
>> the money.
>>
>> Malaysians: Where got?
>>
>>
>> WHEN DECLINING AN OFFER
>> Britons: I would prefer not to do that, if
>> you don't mind.
>>
>> Malaysians: Don't want lah.
>>
>>
>> IN DISAGREEING ON A TOPIC OF DISCUSSION
>> Britons: Err...Tom, I have to stop you
>> there. I understand where you're coming from, but I
>> really have to disagree with what you said about the issue.
>>
>> Malaysians: You mad ah?
>>
>>
>> WHEN ASKING SOMEONE TO LOWER THEIR VOICE.
>> Britons: Excuse me, but could you please
>> lower your voice? I'm trying to concentrate over here.
>>
>> Malaysians: Shut up lah!
>>
>>
>> WHEN ASKING SOMEONE IF HE/SHE KNOWS YOU.
>> Britons: Excuse me, but I noticed you
>> staring at me for sometime. Do I know you?
>>
>> Malaysians: See what, see what?
>>
>>
>> WHEN ASSESSING A TIGHT SITUATION.
>> Britons: We seem to be in a bit of a
>> predicament at the moment.
>>
>> Malaysians: Die lah!!
>>
>>
>> WHEN TRYING TO FIND OUT WHAT HAD HAPPENED
>> Britons: Will someone tell me what has just
>> happened?
>>
>> Malaysians: What happened ah? Why like that
>> one lah?
>>
>>
>> WHEN SOMEONE DID SOMETHING WRONG
>> Britons: This isn't the way to do it.
>> Here, let me show you.
>>
>> Malaysians: Like that also don't know
>> how to do!
>>
>>
>> WHEN ONE IS ANGRY
>> Britons: Would you mind not disturbing me?
>>
>> Malaysians: Celaka you!
>>
>>
>>
>> So which would you prefer? Send this to
>> your Malaysian friends and let them have a laugh too. Good
>> day!


haha.. i think a lot of us use that kind of words.. haha.. what do u guys think? hurm...


peace for the world<3

can't it be more complicated.. part 2

hey guys.. its really hard to find a time to write these stuff..
remember that i want to tell ya something before..
erm.. i think i don't have that 'kind' of mood anymore..
so, better i just forget about it and start a new life..
its not worth at all to be sad or depress or moody just because of that matter..
maybe some of u realized that i was kinda weird last week.. but believe me.. i was not intended to be like that.. do u know how suffered it was when i can't talked to anybody and being moody all the time????.. it was really suck... seriously..
that time, i was really hoped that someone can cheer me up.. haha..
that time, i was really hoped that i can cry to someone..
that time, i was really hoped that i can tell someone all my problems..
but i can't..

well, thanks to aishah cuz at last she was the one who can made me cried although it was kinda for something else.. anyway, i broke my tears.. and i felt soooooo good n much more better.. from that time i started to talk to my friends and i acted like before.. thank u soooo much aishah..

to all my friends that have been so kind to me, that have been really care to me, that always asking me how i'm doing (for that period of time).. thank u soo much..

syeda<3 , qurat<3 , kak yati<3 , aishah<3 , c <3 , nabila<3 , masyitah<3 , sal<3 , amal<3 , wani<3 , hazym , umar , azuan n yg laen2 gak..u guys are awesome

(azuan berada dlm list nie sbb aritu dia tanya dlm kelas arab, eventhough dia maen2, n suma org ketawa.. pastu feni terus kluar kelas..then suma org cuak jer.. pastu senyap tibe2.. padahal kat luar tu feni ketawa terbahak2.. kesian dorang.. feni saje wat drama.. sorry guys cuz wat korunk suspen..haha) :)


luv u guys..


peace for the world <3